COACHELLA 2009!

My first time at Coachella (yes, I was a Coachella virgin, lol.) Once again, crazy insane experience. Had the time of my life with KillaCam and Ashley! V.I.P. never felt better, lol. 100 degree weather and we were some troopers! Lupe Fiasco rocked my socks right off, while Lykke Li had me boppin my toes!! My Bloody Valentine had... BY FAR the best grand finale I've ever seen in my 20 years of living. 15 minutes of the same monotone yet overpowering sound. The CURE could surely Cure my ass from anything. Their music took over Indio as the played freely.The bamboo structure was the shit. just.... check out the pictures!

Casino Morongo!

So0o0o.. someone failed to mention to me that you could be 18 to gamble in Morongo, and I'm about to be 21 in 2 weeks. NEW ADDICTION? I must say, I think everyone walks in there feeling "lucky". I sure as hell did, and lost all the money I brought. HA. Funny sh*t yo. I drove that loonngggg journey while inhaling the smell of "pine cones" (as Mr. Katt Williams would say)

I waited impatiently for John'iece to come!

We tried to make that road trip entertaining =]

"I've got to be unstoppable"

Bryant was SUCH a distraction! He kept being my paparazzi taking snap shots of me going from Rich to Poor

Oh, how it hurt so bad. All I could do was laugh!

Fun times with good people. We'll definitely be doing this again!

The girl of the World

"WE WON'T BE HERE FOREVER
AND I REALIZED I WAITED TOO LONG
BUT PLEASE DON'T MOVE ON"

Noel's Birthday

She finally turned 21!!

...aaaannnddddd we were tank'd. Jose Cuervo was DEFINITELY our boyfriend that day!

unknown.

The Release from stress
of having pressure on my chest.
My mind stays still
and my heart never rests.
What's best?!
Not for you, but for me
cuz I can't seem
to get over these bullshit feelings.
I pace back and forth
and debate what to do,
chase you? Love you? Hate you? Who knew.
I would be the one
to initiate the chase,
and try my hardest to get you to just stay.
But my hardest wasn't enough,
yo my HEART Wasn't either.
Now your off chasing bitchz, sluts and skeezers.
tell me what to do
....what it is you need?
Your like my anti-drug
But I'm officially a feign
Let me be the one.
Jus let me be the one
Let me be the one
And tell me that I've won.
....your heart.

failed attempts.

tries that have gone wrong.

tears from the eyes that hit your soul

heart and soul contemplate

discussing who will hurt more

i get the wrath of both sides

yet nobody can hear my cries

there silent, that silently creep up

catching you by surprise.

"ITS A GAME"

Wise friend said.

I've got the losing hand.

and you keep your joker face  up.

Give up. Give up. Give in.

CB:FW08'

DO YOU MISS ME

Do you miss me?

Do you ever think of me?

Do you ever wonder... what we could be?

If the World was just... you and me.

Do you wonder... about life?

About me being your wife?

About the two of us so different

Yet with love so ripe.

Think of the things we could do

With the power of not one, but two.

We're like a song, so in cue.

With an undefined value.

Would you be my best friend?

My never ending trend

I'll never leave your side

Just ride with me 'til the end

You've got power over me

With you, I'm in total bliss

I've got so many questions

but can you just answer this

Do you miss me?